Last evening I was transferred to the University of Maryland Medical Center in downtown Baltimore. No food or liquids by mouth so I can go into surgery quickly if possible when the vascular doctors see me.
What a different hospital this is! Lots of doctors coming by checking in. I am excited to be here in Baltimore, this so significant a city for June and me.
What should be done since your clot did not respond to the normal treatment? That is the focused question.
Less than 48 hours ago a prayer: Clarity and accuracy in diagnosis and here I am new hospital, clarified direction, readiness for intervention as useful in my situation.
My mind is full of what this means. How is God redirecting me and reforming my heart and realigning my call and activity of life that fulfills that call?
Perhaps the promotion which was about o come my way and then was blocked was not a strike of confusion and reluctance to move out of the status sue by my co-workers as I assumed but was actually the restraining hand of the Lord because his purpose is for a turning for me in a new direction?
I feel my hand and mind loosening on an insistence of what EMM should be and recognizing a distinction of my thoughts and call and what God may have for me and for EMM.
Define what you are called to, what are the limits of what you will give yourself to?
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