The clot has grown--while on coumadin--not supposed to happen. It is in my right thigh into my groin up to the point of the appendix operation.
So what is occurring? I lay here in the hospital but the swelling is still increasing. I think I felt it growing. I thought it lingering effect of my surgery but now I think it was the clot growing and pressing tighter in my vein.
Back to the fog on the path forward, but still choosing life, still worshipping, still asking for clarity to come.
Today Joe King came in and prayed for clarity and accuracy in diagnosis.
A verse from a mother in the church:
For you oh Lord have delivered my should from death, my eyes from tears, my feet from stumbling, that I may walk before the Lord in the land of the living (Ps 116:8,9)
Deliverance from the Lord with a 2 fold promise:
> That I will walk!
> That it will be in the land of the living
Deep within my spirit is this revelation:
The Son does not revolve around me, I revolve around the Son.
I do not demand of the Lord but I ask full of faith in accordance with the word of faith planted within me.
And finally a word in a card from a friend who has suffered illness of greater magnitude than mine:
The hands that fashioned the universe
Are strong enough to heal you
And gentle enough to hold you
I pray that you find rest and healing in the arms of our loving Father.
Interesting...as the uncertainty of the circumstances go up so do the words of reassurance that God is strong, he is loving and relates with me in that consistency.
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